I am a solid B. I hate it.
I am doing a perfectly acceptable job at my job... both of them.
I am trying not to be sickened by the various insanities - I'm not going to be paid to spend hours & hours at a meeting about benefits we all know I will never have - must keep going.
I'm trying so hard to be interesting, to bring some excitement about learning.
I believe, so much, in http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dayenu. I want to be a seed.